Shayla

Last written · 07/22/2026

Bam,

I'm not even sure if you're opening this right now or if you'll read it later, but I just need to tell you something that's been weighing on my heart. I love you deeply, endlessly, more than words could ever capture. You mean the world to me, Bamabam, and every moment without you feels incomplete.

I miss you so much… more than I can bear. Please, come home to me soon. I long for the day when I can hold you again, when my Bambam is back in my arms where you belong. The distance between us feels heavy, but my love for you only grows stronger with each passing day.

You are my everything, and I want you to know that I love you with all that I am... so much, so deeply, so endlessly. Please come back to me, because I miss you more than words can say, and I love you more than you'll ever know. Please uwi na ang bambam ko.. Balik na sa akin ang bambam... Mahal na mahal kita.. Sobrang mahal na mahal kita. :(

— Leah

Last written · 07/21/2026

Bam, I remember you told me before na hindi na kita binilhan ng bulaklak, kahit tig-50 pesos lang sana, or kahit yung drawing na ginawa ko noon. But you are worth so much more than that. You are worth something na hindi basta-basta paulit-ulit.

I've been thinking about this for weeks, and I've been working on it for days. Now, I give you a thousand bouquets — bouquets with flowers na ikaw lang ang meron. Dahil bawat bouquet ay personal kong iginuhit, at bawat sulat ay personal kong isinulat, para ipakita sa'yo kung gaano kita pinapahalagahan, kung gaano ka kahalaga sa akin, at kung gaano kita mahal.

Hindi ko sigurado kung magugustuhan mo ito, o kung titignan mo man lang isa-isa at babasahin bawat mensahe. Pero kahit na hindi, you are worth every effort and every brain cell na ginamit ko para gawin ko ito personally for you.

Mahal na mahal kita. At mananatiling ikaw lang habang buhay. Mananatiling ikaw lang gusto mapangasawa, at tanging ikaw lang ang gugustohin maging mommy ni Caleena natin.

— Leah